Just When I Needed It

I don't normally post my emotions on facebook. In fact, I'm not sure I ever had . . . before tonight. Tonight I caved. And after posting that fateful post (and after one sad face comment and one good friend talking to me) I decided to delete it. I mean, I'm not depressed . . . or a girl :)

Anyway, after I took the post down, I was on my email account and noticed a message my mom had sent me a few days earlier. It was a video about a miracle at a hospital. Since I had the time, I decided to watch it. It was just what I needed, when I needed it. The video itself was about a doctor who felt God asking him to pray over a dead patient; and guess what, the guy ended up coming back to life. The point is this: through this video, I was just reminded of God's power. I'm not sure I can even fully put to words exactly what else I felt, but it was something that was beyond the disappointment of the night. It was God being bigger than the emotion I had felt and unnecessarily posted for the world to see. It was God showing me something of Himself and how He's worked in me. It was God being good.